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The life of your typical confused teen.
Created on 2008-12-14 03:50:47 (#17492913), last updated 2009-05-27
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| Name: | Ahrva |
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I'm not about to tell you that I'm just a regular teenager, because that would be far from the truth. The feelings that I experience for animals and other people are strange and hard to comprehend. My unfathomably passionate drive to help animals is hard for not only me but others as well to understand. I have been a hardcore vegetarian going on four years; I hope that when I'm older and have my own house I'll be able to go completely vegan. At the moment, though, living in a house with my mother, half-brother, step-brother, and still fairly new step-father it's a miracle I still refrain from eating meat.
Reading a good book takes me to another world; when homework hasn't taken me over I often use it as an escape from reality. I like to pretend just for the few hours a book offers that the world I'm reading about is in existence and I'm not. It's as if I don't even see the words on the page, but rather a continuous image depicting what's happening. I think that I have OCD, meaning absolutely everything inanimate that I come into contact with needs to be perfect. The fact that it took me thirty minutes just to choose a theme for this Journal only confirms that further. Hence, although I love to draw immensely, it stresses me out because I spend weeks on one piece, ensuring that every single detail is in place.
I don't trust people. Not at all. I have a significant amount of trust for a few select friends, but nothing 100%. Through experiences at home and school I've learned that it's best to keep your feelings to yourself and remain cautious when telling others anything. Guys.. won't get into that much, but lets just say they are the number one reason why I have zero trust.
Reading a good book takes me to another world; when homework hasn't taken me over I often use it as an escape from reality. I like to pretend just for the few hours a book offers that the world I'm reading about is in existence and I'm not. It's as if I don't even see the words on the page, but rather a continuous image depicting what's happening. I think that I have OCD, meaning absolutely everything inanimate that I come into contact with needs to be perfect. The fact that it took me thirty minutes just to choose a theme for this Journal only confirms that further. Hence, although I love to draw immensely, it stresses me out because I spend weeks on one piece, ensuring that every single detail is in place.
I don't trust people. Not at all. I have a significant amount of trust for a few select friends, but nothing 100%. Through experiences at home and school I've learned that it's best to keep your feelings to yourself and remain cautious when telling others anything. Guys.. won't get into that much, but lets just say they are the number one reason why I have zero trust.
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black beauty, computer graphics, csi, drawing, finger eleven, holes, homecoming, just listen, maroon5, new found glory, reading, sweet home alabama, the fray, the last goodnight, the truth about forever, this lullaby, three days grace, what i like about.., wildfire, writing
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